I have not been active in blogging as of late. No reason just busy and feeling as if the words aren't there. That is totally hilarious since there is a running conversation constantly going in my head! I am so ready to welcome Bowen Grace into this world. With that being said there are so many unknowns that I wish I had control over and could nail down. The biggest being this summer. Barrett and Brock are at such a fun and wonderful age. I want them to have a summer full of learning and fun, but I can't see how all it will work out with a newborn and exhausted Mommy. I am and have been praying about it, and I know God is smiling at my concern. Bear is so sweet right now and worried about my health. He sees how tired I am right now and that my activities are limited. He told me on Sunday Bowen was going to fall out the next time I pee. That completely cracked me up!! From the mouth of the babe:)
So I am in the home stretch and praying that the few task I want to get done I can check off. I am also praying that she doesn't come at a strange time and we have childcare for the boys. It is hard not having family close. Bowen is kicking so much now and is so low, what a different experience from being pregnant with the boys. What a unique an perfectly formed little person that I CANNOT wait to meet. Yesterday I washed the sea of pink and marveled at how different life will be with three children no less one being a girl. How wonderful God sees fit to bless us in this way. 9 years ago I was so sad and I thought we may never have any let alone to have 3!! Wow!!! I am in awe of my creator.
